Thoughts From My Mind

Hey there, blog. Didn't see you there. I forgot that you exist. But I have some stuff to write, I guess...

New term has started on September 19th. In case you couldn't tell, I'm going to school since then. But a week is already over! Time really flies fast. I'm in my senior year so probably this year will be fastest. With all the revisings and stuff. And I haven't been sick for months, that's a good thing that has to go on like this.

But even though I'm having busy days more than ever and also school has started, I'll be making videos more often and try to make friends. I have some video ideas on my mind which I wrote down a long time ago, so I hope I'll make them come alive as soon as I possibly can. I think the only thing I have to fix is that to have a proper camera -actually, I'm a beginner now so I don't think it's a big deal but still- and to look at the camera more often. I really hated myself when I was editing my recent video. I look at the camera rarely. And that's not a good thing. Eye contact is important. I haveto make that happen. Make that happen, girl! *talkes to herself*

Anyways, as I'm writing this, I'm thinking about how much I want to go to VidCon and SitC and make friends so much. I feel like I have to be there because they are the places that nobody looks awkwardly at you when you vlog and/or do weird things. 'Cause that's the normal thing at there! If you do an awkward thing, people will join you and do the awkward things with you instead of looking at you like you're a freak and also helps you when you're vlogging there. They are the places that everybody accepts who you are and loves you. and do silly things with you and can write songs for you. -if you're not a "rabid fangirl" and if you accepted the fact that the "famous and hot TouTubers" you want to meet are just normal people-. And they are the places that contains the people who feels the same things with you about vlogging, to be shy in front of the camera, being looked at awkwardly when vlogging and people not understanding what you're doing exactly. They are the places that you can find amazing people to be friends with and people who really cares about you even you were miles away from them and loves your work and even appreciates you for it. And they are the places that has sooo many ukulele players. Ahhh, that's such a nice thing. I want a ukulele! (I'm great at changing topic, aren't I? :P) And these're the best feelings and thing eveeerrr!!

YEP. Guess that's all I'm going to say for now. Not much action happens in my life but there're always thoughts wandering in my mind.

By the way, I just noticed that I'm a Harry Potter fan but I don't know many Wrock songs and I listen to Trock instead and I don't watch Doctor Who or anything. AWWWKKWARRDD.

I think I'll just go sleep now... Thank you for wasting your valuable couple of minutes and reading this.



I'm sleeping now, get out! (Hope you got the reference!)